But I do know this: No matter how many times I said I would stop, I would just keep doing it. What you may not realize, is that studies are usually done with a large group and a statistical analysis is applied, and as a result a description is provided. Any way I could find it, I would. A committed Christian, she first came across porn at the age of 11 in a magazine that belonged to her brother, and was addicted for eight years before she got her wake-up call when she arranged an anonymous hook-up with a man she met over the net. Why are you surprised about all that you found? Nobody on earth watches porn exactly like anyone else does, but if you mean do women like porn, the answer is a resounding "yes. I learnt all the ways round the parental controls, meticulously deleted my activities on the history and deleted the search engine entries every time. It was like a constant battle between my sexual urges and my self-control. But pretty much all women turn the volume up on the ones they do have, because they know you like it. Having started watching porn out of curiosity when it became available over the internet in her mid-teens, she and her mates used it as a graphic form of sex education. Are you trying this and then trying that and finding nothing works to get her there? These girls have some kickass taste, I tell ya! But I do like erotic fiction. Home, school, my friend's houses, summer camp and yes, even church: I recall being at a sex convention with her one night, sitting in the hotel room watching porn while she practiced cock bondage techniques on me, and me saying about midway through the show we were watching, "man, that woman has poor boundaries!